questions on my "pregnant" mind (whats left of it)

1. once one is out of their first trimester, one realizes how one was during their first trimester. Sorry for all of the emotion. How bad was I?

2. why am I getting so big so fast? am I allowed to tell people I am a couple months farther along than I really am?

3. how is T going to do not being the baby anymore.

4. will I ever know what good sleep is again?

5. will I ever be on time to anything again?

6. if this one is a girl, what is the best way to handle her at the bottom of three boys so she is not too girl and not too boy?

7. if this is a boy there are only two paths for me, where will I end up? I must either become a pretty princess and be a true girl since I will be the only girl they will have exposure to, or butch and become one of the boys.

7a. which hair cut would I choose:

From my garden

Why can't I bring myself to eat this?

Its Just So T

Sweet T. He has provided me with so many "first"s even though he is my third. Yesterday brought on antoher new first. We have lost pacifiers, toys, shoes, sippy cups, and socks before but yesterday we were racing through the grocery store trying to get home before our guests arrived when T stands up for the millions time in the shopping cart. The rest went something like this:
Me: T sit down
Me: Sit down or you are going to get hurt
Me: Where are your pants
Fellow shoppers: Ha ha ha
Me: N have you seen T's pants?
Fellow shoppers (whispering): Oh my, hes lost his pant, I have never heard of that before

*super big long giant sigh*

We were very late getting home, but at least we found his pants (that I dont even like and had already determined were going to DI when he outgrew them)

Fadders and Sons

Boys had a blast, I have never seen them sooo dirty before. The dirt was beyond the power of a loofa and needed a good ole wash cloth scrubbing. They went hiking, spelunking, made things out sticks, played pine cone dodge ball (ouch), roasted hot dogs, collected rocks (by the shirt-full), built a fire and whateverelse I cant remember because they told me all this a mile a minute and at the same time.

But the one they didnt tell me about I found a picture of on the camera and had to ask about. Apparently Grandpa started a game of tug-a-war and he was going to beat all these kids single handedly. The kids pulled and pulled but Grandpa wouldnt budge.